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Through my experiences, I’ve became pessimistic about relationships.
Instead of thinking “lets see how long I last with them,” I think “I’m going to make it best of this relationship til the day we end.” To me, every relationship is an unknown expiration date, and that day will eventually come. It’s not that I’m afraid of getting hurt because trust, I have been several times and I will always remember how it feels like. Then again the thing is with me, I also remember how to pick myself back together and move on with my life. I never stay dwelling over someone like that, I don’t like to wasting my time, and I don’t take shit from people like that.
It’s not that I have harsh feelings towards relationships and how my mindset about relationships is pretty pessimistic…but I’m simply afraid of falling in love. It’s the what ifs, the complications that come with it, the idea of it, and so on. I just don’t want to fall in love with anyone…not now at least.
